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Thursday, June 16th, 2005
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I'm in.... I'm going to university for art... all of my art friends are heading places. I will be able to see them if i try hard enough... btu i'm afraid I'll lose them and forget them. I know I'll make new friends--I always do. It's just, these one have become precious to me. Before them most of my actions were somewhat false.. they made me drop my masks and they accepted me for who I am. They pushed me to learn and grow, without them I'd never have learned the beauty of art and creativity. On my birthday they threw a surprise party for me.. they had me believing I was going to be in another one of my awesome friend's movies...^o^ I even memorized my lines from the false script. I was tricked even after they jumped up yelling surprise (well most of them some people yelled cucumber and other weird things). I thought there was no way... before then all my parties had been with my family for almost ten years excluding two or three bombs scattered within.
I love all these people. I suck at expressing it in an honest and affectionate way, so I'm typing it and if they find it god for them.
heh, this is my first honest thing in here since forever, sometimes this is fun...
Writing is art-
Art is creativity-
Creativity is life-
So I will spend my life surrounded by all of them.
p.s. critcis are stupid... BATMAN BEGINS was greatness! I loved it so much ... the asylum head guy was sooo cute and crazy. I loved the story and the resolution about how the bat woud deal with super villains YAY! Alfred was cool and the guy didn't look chubby and stupid in the batman costume ruining the drama like in alot of the rest. ehhh ^_^'
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| Time: | 10:39 pm. |
| Mood: |  busy. | | Music: | Warning Incubus. |
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I checked out this thing called free i-pods.com, i first checked a load of sites to find out whether it is legit, i figure... what the heck. What do I care? And as a broke soon to be university student i urge you to aid me on my quest for pretty shiny music machines. Nope, there is no free lunch but if ya think about it, marketing costs money and gets money so it makes sense a few ipods are worth it vs. the large publicity they'd get for it...technology sells and music sells... sorta.
Hey You, I command you to check out this site freeiPods.com
Click here: http://www.freeiPods.com/?r=18961883
Go ...now while you still can, otherwise the unknown creatures that attack people who don't answer my spam will get you. Trust me it is safe, pointless but safe!
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Sunday, September 26th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:24 pm. |
| Mood: |  creative. | | Music: | crazy 4u - koda kumi. |
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You're Watership Down!
by Richard Adams
Though many think of you as a bit young, even childish, you're
actually incredibly deep and complex. You show people the need to rethink their
assumptions, and confront them on everything from how they think to where they
build their houses. You might be one of the greatest people of all time. You'd
be recognized as such if you weren't always talking about talking rabbits.
Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.
myu cold... this year looks promising... bunnys are the awesomeness
painting finish def of art painting looks cool... not drying very fast though >_< maybe I should go onto my next project but my painting board and everything is covered by my picture
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Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
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| Subject: | songy |
| Time: | 7:18 pm. |
| Mood: |  nerdy. | | Music: | disturbed -darkness. |
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dream, and dream, and dream again,
see you once my only friend.
hope to, hope to realize,
see your life and survive.
spining, spinning, round and round
what was lost now is found.
hold on, hold on, hold on tight,
something here isn't right.
What once was right now is wrong
join me in eternal song
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Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
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i screwed up one of my entries and had to delete it oh well! I did a quiz! Mostly happy, a bit bored... annoyed at the silly snow but tommorrow i finally get to see the passion of the christ i can't wait!
you are lightcyan
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Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well.
Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.
Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
| | the spacefem.com html color quiz |
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Friday, February 27th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:03 pm. |
| Mood: |  good. | | Music: | nessun dorma - sarah brightman. |
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for the first time in a long time I feel genuinly happy, it was a little awkward but that sort of stuff takes time. ^_^ there is alot of stuff going on but there's a silver lining and I'm excited... and I'm happy
yup saying it doesn't make it true but when it's true you still want to say it over and over again to reasssure yourself it is true and exists.
You cannot repeat a moment, often moment's of happiness can happen again under similar circumstances but it takes a great deal of luck and care. When you forget why you liked things and begin to lose touch with it is when you lose touch with your own existance.
As these letters pour out I'm glad I've gone full circle.... although with all of the time it's been perhaps full 'oval' would be more appropriate 0_o
I wonder how long the bunny thing will continue.... it is a little silly I like the stuffed animals *mostly for something soft and cuddly to sleep with* but the sadistic run on joke has been too long and too far. *sigh* oh well *hugs her bunny*
I am going to make the kitty sweater but from prices... I believe I'll buy the materials in the summer when it's cheaper and then make it for next winter.
Well enough for now bye bye
p.s. trevor if you are reading this please stop... it is rude you know and I have a post I will put up if I find you are still reading this... a large post on my opinions on ALL of the trevors I have met in my life.... *twisted smile*
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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003
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Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
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Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
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this is my hopeless aggression
this is my mindless obssesion
this is my determination
to see this through
I am always dreaming of you
of all the things you do
but I can change my mind
don't go wasitn my time
because I'm over
under
abover what I used to plunder
I want this hopeless heart to breath
and have it's chance to seethe
we are all lost in our own minds so far that we don't find ourself
dream of the day it'll go away I'll see you there, okay
this is my mild obssesion this is my last aggresion this is my determination to see it through
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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003
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so long farewell,
I'm glad you can tell,
we've have been living in our personal hell
but dream as I may
the dream won't stay
this hope of forgetting it all
waiting for them to bawl
this path seems uncertain
but I will stand until the curtain falls
living life desperatly
holding on desperatly
pulling stryfe unto me
falling endlessly
this dream was once living
a place beyond here
now I'm siving
through my fears
but I'm holding on endlessly
pulling the strings of destiny
and I will live desperatly
hoping for escape
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Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
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Disclaimer: We, despite being proficient with the human anatomy, are not doctors. Keep that in mind before calling your lawyer as you're clutching your left arm moaning "Damn you, Spark, Damn YOU!" on January 25, 2065, as you slip silently into the night
I just like this ^_^
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Sunday, August 24th, 2003
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| Time: | 11:30 pm. |
| Mood: |  discontent. | | Music: | megumi hayashibara- until strawberry shortcake. |
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I wish school would come, i'm totally listless without it. My new cousin michelle is cute, I accidently called her michi a few times... it's not my fault it's the name I swear! I wanna go to school also cause then I can hang out with michi more. I hope I don't bug her too much. i sometimes think I try to hard to be as good as her. Then again, I felt weird as hell when jen had made the suggestion of going to Michi's granpa's with her. It's one of those things that never occurs to me cause our family is taught that things are to be kept quiet or made seem less important. then again I think alot of families are similiar in that respect. I much rather look at life with a constantly smiling face. sucks that every now and then I remember why I didn't like people. I wonder. yup, that's it I wonder. this is a long whatever post cause I've been unupdaey for awhile.
dream a life outside reality
then when you live you will see
a world which goes through miraculous ways
a complex thought which leads your day
when your memory is left behind
and everything you know seems so timed
a world wear all that's unreal is
the clock that's ticking begins to fizz
.. yeah... damn ff.net for not working I'm beginning to have coherent thought I need my escapism goddamit!
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interesting summer so far been trying to improve my drawing and maybe learn korean ^^' so far unsuccessful on both counts. i love Life of Riley and currently they're doing a wicked arc all about gore *yay!* In honour of the new wicked story arc I made this cute avvie.... well I tried .. Anyway off I go. Bai! *bounces away*
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| Time: | 6:47 pm. |
| Mood: |  groggy. | | Music: | der blaue planet. |
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It has been a long time. Alas, no for my detective work. I wonder if michi even bothers looking at this anymore. Hm. ^__^
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| Time: | 12:18 pm. |
| Mood: |  anxious. | | Music: | Tatu- Clowns. |
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Sadly, this week has been hell so I've been unable to post yet or get my blurty journal going meusamouro is the village ja ne!
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Thursday, March 20th, 2003
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Tuesday, February 18th, 2003
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| Subject: | poemi |
| Time: | 10:53 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. | | Music: | Rush - The pillows. |
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Sitting in the window sill -
I wonder if I'm standing still?
Feeling the evil creep behind me,
I close my eyes and hope no to see.
Falling forvermore
calling as you walk out the door.
Enveloped in pain,
nothing stays the same.
Wandering lonely through this,
watching others smile in bliss.
listlessness,loneliness, smile and don't cause a fuss.
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Saturday, January 18th, 2003
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I took a quizzy this was results... i like the guys pic so I posties it here LA!
This Pierrot Quiz was created by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ritsu.
Interested in who YOU might be? Take the test
at the Pierrot HQ.
I like bunnies!!!!!!
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Thursday, December 19th, 2002
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hopeful.
ditzy.
indifferent.
satisfied.
enthralled.
rejuvenated.
exanimate.
crazy.
determined.