Bani-Garu

Moving Steadily forward

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 01:52:50 GMT

I'm in.... I'm going to university for art... all of my art friends are heading places. I will be able to see them if i try hard enough... btu i'm afraid I'll lose them and forget them. I know I'll make new friends--I always do. It's just, these one have become precious to me. Before them most of my actions were somewhat false.. they made me drop my masks and they accepted me for who I am. They pushed me to learn and grow, without them I'd never have learned the beauty of art and creativity. On my birthday they threw a surprise party for me.. they had me believing I was going to be in another one of my awesome friend's movies...^o^ I even memorized my lines from the false script. I was tricked even after they jumped up yelling surprise (well most of them some people yelled cucumber and other weird things). I thought there was no way... before then all my parties had been with my family for almost ten years excluding two or three bombs scattered within.

I love all these people. I suck at expressing it in an honest and affectionate way, so I'm typing it and if they find it god for them.

heh, this is my first honest thing in here since forever, sometimes this is fun...

Writing is art-
Art is creativity-
Creativity is life-
So I will spend my life surrounded by all of them.

p.s. critcis are stupid... BATMAN BEGINS was greatness! I loved it so much ... the asylum head guy was sooo cute and crazy. I loved the story and the resolution about how the bat woud deal with super villains YAY! Alfred was cool and the guy didn't look chubby and stupid in the batman costume ruining the drama like in alot of the rest. ehhh ^_^'

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 02:42:51 GMT

I checked out this thing called free i-pods.com, i first checked a load of sites to find out whether it is legit, i figure... what the heck. What do I care? And as a broke soon to be university student i urge you to aid me on my quest for pretty shiny music machines. Nope, there is no free lunch but if ya think about it, marketing costs money and gets money so it makes sense a few ipods are worth it vs. the large publicity they'd get for it...technology sells and music sells... sorta.

Hey You, I command you to check out this site freeiPods.com
Click here: http://www.freeiPods.com/?r=18961883

Go ...now while you still can, otherwise the unknown creatures that attack people who don't answer my spam will get you. Trust me it is safe, pointless but safe!

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 16:27:32 GMT

You're Watership Down!

by Richard Adams

Though many think of you as a bit young, even childish, you're
actually incredibly deep and complex. You show people the need to rethink their
assumptions, and confront them on everything from how they think to where they
build their houses. You might be one of the greatest people of all time. You'd
be recognized as such if you weren't always talking about talking rabbits.

Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

myu cold... this year looks promising... bunnys are the awesomeness
painting finish def of art painting looks cool... not drying very fast though >_< maybe I should go onto my next project but my painting board and everything is covered by my picture

songy

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 00:21:49 GMT

dream, and dream, and dream again,
see you once my only friend.

hope to, hope to realize,
see your life and survive.

spining, spinning, round and round
what was lost now is found.
hold on, hold on, hold on tight,
something here isn't right.

What once was right now is wrong
join me in eternal song

phwee

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 02:38:33 GMT

i screwed up one of my entries and had to delete it oh well! I did a quiz! Mostly happy, a bit bored... annoyed at the silly snow but tommorrow i finally get to see the passion of the christ i can't wait!

you are lightcyan
#E0FFFF

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well.

Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 02:16:24 GMT

Which Guilty Gear X character are you?

I was hoping for bridet.

Sun, 02 Nov 2003 06:51:33 GMT

find your element
at mutedfaith.com.

more song

Fri, 24 Oct 2003 01:11:37 GMT

this is my hopeless aggression
this is my mindless obssesion
this is my determination
to see this through

I am always dreaming of you
of all the things you do
but I can change my mind
don't go wasitn my time

because I'm over
under
abover what I used to plunder

I want this hopeless heart to breath
and have it's chance to seethe

we are all lost in our own minds so far that we don't find ourself

dream of the day it'll go away I'll see you there, okay

this is my mild obssesion this is my last aggresion this is my determination to see it through

Thu, 23 Oct 2003 03:57:24 GMT

so long farewell,
I'm glad you can tell,
we've have been living in our personal hell
but dream as I may
the dream won't stay

this hope of forgetting it all
waiting for them to bawl
this path seems uncertain
but I will stand until the curtain falls

living life desperatly
holding on desperatly
pulling stryfe unto me
falling endlessly

this dream was once living
a place beyond here
now I'm siving
through my fears

but I'm holding on endlessly
pulling the strings of destiny
and I will live desperatly
hoping for escape

my date with death

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 01:18:51 GMT

Disclaimer: We, despite being proficient with the human anatomy, are not doctors. Keep that in mind before calling your lawyer as you're clutching your left arm moaning "Damn you, Spark, Damn YOU!" on January 25, 2065, as you slip silently into the night

I just like this ^_^

Mon, 25 Aug 2003 03:40:59 GMT

I wish school would come, i'm totally listless without it. My new cousin michelle is cute, I accidently called her michi a few times... it's not my fault it's the name I swear! I wanna go to school also cause then I can hang out with michi more. I hope I don't bug her too much. i sometimes think I try to hard to be as good as her. Then again, I felt weird as hell when jen had made the suggestion of going to Michi's granpa's with her. It's one of those things that never occurs to me cause our family is taught that things are to be kept quiet or made seem less important. then again I think alot of families are similiar in that respect. I much rather look at life with a constantly smiling face. sucks that every now and then I remember why I didn't like people. I wonder. yup, that's it I wonder. this is a long whatever post cause I've been unupdaey for awhile.

dream a life outside reality
then when you live you will see
a world which goes through miraculous ways
a complex thought which leads your day

when your memory is left behind
and everything you know seems so timed

a world wear all that's unreal is
the clock that's ticking begins to fizz

.. yeah... damn ff.net for not working I'm beginning to have coherent thought I need my escapism goddamit!

Myu, is summery time

Sat, 02 Aug 2003 03:21:04 GMT

interesting summer so far been trying to improve my drawing and maybe learn korean ^^' so far unsuccessful on both counts. i love Life of Riley and currently they're doing a wicked arc all about gore *yay!* In honour of the new wicked story arc I made this cute avvie.... well I tried .. Anyway off I go. Bai! *bounces away*

Tue, 20 May 2003 23:44:00 GMT

Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
brought to you by Quizilla

Goddess of green. You probably prefer to be outside
where you can get some fresh air!

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
brought to you by Quizilla

he he he they're pretty!

Tue, 20 May 2003 22:48:28 GMT

It has been a long time. Alas, no for my detective work. I wonder if michi even bothers looking at this anymore. Hm. ^__^

Fri, 11 Apr 2003 16:22:58 GMT

Sadly, this week has been hell so I've been unable to post yet or get my blurty journal going meusamouro is the village ja ne!

QUIZZES

Fri, 21 Mar 2003 02:48:29 GMT

I feel very quizzy here are all my results....

What anime hue are you?

What Anime Critter are You?

I've come to take you.
What character from a creepy anime are you?

Key-bearer
What Video Game Hero Are You?

Take the Anime Sountrack Quiz

Thwack
What's Your Anime Power?

Find out what anime series you belong in.

Dark City Streets.

Find out what Cartoon location you are.

Isn't magic great!?

Find out what anime villan you are.

Pretty Boy

Find out what anime character cliche you are.

cold.. or are you?

Find out what bishonen you are.

The deranged inner child in all of us

Find out what anime girl you are.

Ying and Yang was never so much fun.

Find out what anime bad boy you are.

Weirdo!

Find out what anime girl you are.

poemi

Wed, 19 Feb 2003 03:58:38 GMT

Sitting in the window sill -
I wonder if I'm standing still?

Feeling the evil creep behind me,
I close my eyes and hope no to see.

Falling forvermore
calling as you walk out the door.

Enveloped in pain,
nothing stays the same.

Wandering lonely through this,
watching others smile in bliss.

listlessness,loneliness, smile and don't cause a fuss.

Muahahahaha another once in a millenia update!

Sat, 18 Jan 2003 06:18:11 GMT

I took a quizzy this was results... i like the guys pic so I posties it here LA!

This Pierrot Quiz was created by ritsu.
Interested in who YOU might be? Take the test
at the Pierrot HQ.

I like bunnies!!!!!!

Thu, 19 Dec 2002 23:31:40 GMT

http://www.artificial-soul.net/test/gravitation/ryuichi.html

he he I took a quiz I've given my x-ms gifts out and people likies them I sooooo happy! La la Bai!

Thu, 05 Dec 2002 18:32:26 GMT

hello, dobtful if michi read this but I was like I'm bored la and did all the quizzes I could find I ended up getting all the same as Michi, I think the answers are rigged! Well, I did get two different, I'm supposedly a HG/SS lover *yeah right!*, and I have a yellow aura.

What Is Your True Aura Colour?
brought to you by Quizilla

*i hope that worked, if it did meh*
My mom's all freaky and making me go with her to the clinic, she just went yesterday but they roped her about and freaked the shit out of her and wouldn't even tell her what was up and then the doctor skipped out *which would be an utter lie since I know that office and mom would have seen her leave but meh* and noone would tell her hte deal, so mom did an ok just phone it to me. The desklady freaked and was all no we can't please come back tommorrow. My mom was all crying when she phoned about how they were, being a nurse she reads way too much into that sort of thing. *they were using her own fave avasion tactics* She's been all whiny and moody, if she is freakin' dying then I'll have to hurry it up because she is driving me up the fricken' wall! Yargh! I'm done.
Meh, mom's calling me to come with her to find out what the big fricken' deal is, now I've got to sit in a ttaxi with her all the way to Whitby. Goddamnit!

*sorry this is so against my natureness but she's just a complete mood stomper right now and I mean I have no problem with moody people but my tolerance for her is low as is and makes me more irritable. ^_______^ *
Bai Bai!

Wed, 04 Dec 2002 04:11:03 GMT

Today I was very odd, I went out for dinner and La! Drama was today and Tom Riddle won one of the competition things except he got a bit angry later when people kept calling him 'harry Potter'. I have gym (self-defense tom) and will attempt at early-waking so as to make sure Michini does her homework! *glares* oh wells! La La La! ^______^
*did i mention the cold of evil today?*

Tue, 03 Dec 2002 04:45:03 GMT

Well I didn't do my math *please don't smie me ness for my something is very bad of me and yeah! I should prolly go to sleep is 11:30 but I just can't La! I've felt somewhat fluffy all day is weird explainy but is the best I can do. flakey seems suitable too just not exactly Yargh! Oh well in the oddly inspired mood I've decided to write a story. Yes, here. but the punctuation will stink because it's sorta late and I'm lazy.

A Dying Melody

A chorus plays within my mind reminding me of the balance of life. The eternal song - a perfect mixture of rhythm, melodies, harmonies and synopations. I fall slowly into this world without a second thought to what I was or had been before.

A thousand years passes and not a day have i aged following forevermore the sounds upon the breeze waiting for the day the chorus ends and I find myself retunring from whence I came a simple tuneless thought.

A smile in my direction, should this mean I have find where I am to stay? I hope that this is right. I'm uncertain as to how things upon this planet proceed in this, since I first came here long ago and most likely things an people have changed. Fickle creatures aren't they?

I see him through the corner of my eye, small hairs wisping in the wind, this is the one I traveled to meet. The one whom I have traveled beyond existance for. After all this waiting it is a shock to say the least. I feel as if he even the slightest breeze may break him, his face is so fragile and delicate.

~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I have felt strange today, something has not been right since I woke up this morning. I decided to go for a walk in the park to calm myself and see if I can sort out these strange feelings. I had ben watching the wind blow mercilessly through the trees before I saw a man appear out of nowhere.

I almost wondered if the man had come from the breeze itself. His hair was tossled and clothes although elegant and strange in design horridly torn. His eyes seemed so full of something indistinguishible. Nonetheless from the moment he appeared I felt drawn to him as if by a silent hum I could not hear.

.... and uh yeah this story has been discontinued for supreme sappyness. Bai! ^_^

Sun, 01 Dec 2002 20:57:34 GMT

I have updated and finally updated, I'm still alive I survived Reeeeeport Carrrrrds! My mom is lecturing me about how she won' pay for me to go to university unless I'm a lawyer and Rob is lecturing me on how I could go farther then anyone in my family has ever gone etc.... but I have a MINIMUM of 100 cousins so how the heck does he know that? Really!
Anyway, i'm still happy I wasn't castrated for my math mark. Oh soooo happy! I hope I can survive next report cards if my stupid math mark doesn't go up but La!

Still love latin and classics club, Michi is super awesome best friend and I am so bubbly right now! I just got the last of Michi's x-mas gift. i already gave jen an early one and I have chocolate mints and a winnie the pooh thingy mahbob for caroliney *ha ha I can say it since she'll never read this!*
I haven't gotten anything for sammy or Amber yet, meh.

I saw the Fire bird yesterday! Hooray! Ten bloody years waiting to see it and I ended up liking the prelude show better! *it goes like 2 mini ballets and then the firebird, three intermissions*
The first show was called La Bayarde, it was basically one great big warmup, pretty but all around very plain. The second was A Delicate Battle, that was the best. Even though it wsa very simple costume and set wise it was spectacular. The dancing was awesome and the music kicked butt. I think I would have liked the firebird more in a different interpretation. You see they had done some mayan or aztec interpretation, meaning the costumes restricted their movement and there were a lot of awkward moves and flatfooting. Though it was still pretty damn cool. Well Bai!

oopsies

Mon, 18 Nov 2002 03:35:19 GMT

i haven't updated in a whil (go figure) part because I've been distracted and forgetful other because I was grounded last week! Wah! oh well none the less I've started a ficcy called ' A Whisper Too Late' and i've been having a great time with it. I also saw the COS it was so awesome Lucius was prettily evil, Malfoy was pretty cute and Rickman/Sevvie was God he was the greatest and yay! I loved the movie it was way funnier then the last and although it felt sorta bad they cut out so much stuff i can understand because of the time thingy. I loved the movie and Well I loved it!
It has also snowed *sadness* I believe that i will be now trudging through that disgusting white stuff to school, nyah! but is no mattersw as long as I think of Seviness and yay! hmm maybe i should write the next chapter of my ficcy with hims in it and yay@

It has been a long time

Fri, 08 Nov 2002 00:11:34 GMT

School is still alright I'm now in classics club Yayies! Mr.Lynd is the best teacher ever and la la la! I have been trying to improve my lame drawing skills and become at least alvl one Dan. I've finished Songbird for now...it still needs ALOT of work and even though I stand by my splurch it sort of ruins the /mood/ anyways that piece of satirical shit is over and done with. I am currently writing A whisper too late an hp fanfic which is twisted in my mind and hopefully works out so far its' been ok and I hope it stays that way. I am also writing a story for classics club I keep scratching and rewriting but refuse to give up on and last but not least I have Crossroads of destiny to deal with.... Michi may be getting a webcomic and if she does I'll be the first fan! ^___^ I so happies! Oh, and I may or may not write my story of the rivers... it sort of requires research and those ones never go anywhere for me. Well that all for now Ja ne!